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I FINISHED DRIVER ED FFFFFFF! now I can go get my permit!~ :) dmv fun..yay |D;

 Okay, like seriously, something freaky happened today ;A; there was this guy in my class that was kinda cute but that's all. Well I was one of the first to go up and get my certificate, and as soon as you got it you could jet out the classroom. Well I did so, and ran out and made sure no one was round to smile and be all like ":D yess!" well apparently that guy got his right after me and somehow got there too without a sound and was like "heheh, cute. <:)" and I was just like ASDFGHJKL;!!! DDDDD:>///// and ran off. 

 GEEZ! I'm glad I don't have to see him again, since he goes to like a completely different school, but at the same time I feel bad for just running off |D;; I also have this anxiety since he was still 15 and about to turn 16...I feel like a pedo even if it's just by a couple of months in age difference |DDDD; but that's just me~

Now that I think about it, when he graded one of my papers and gave it back to me he was all like, "So, you're INSERTNAMEHERE?" and I was like, "Yup :)" and he was like, "awesome~ |D" and I just kinda backed away FFFFFF heheh kids. . . anyways that's the most interest a guy has ever shown me...well that I considered liking back. . . 

Enough of this crap, I am in love with my i-pod again~ and I really need to start reading for school, but my mom needs to see if I can get that transfer, even though this morning she was like "PFT there's no way in hell you're getting in..." which kind of pissed me off, seeing that she kept saying I was the day before, but whatever, we'll just have to see.
OH YEAH!
I also went to the dentist today whichInevergettosee, and it was actually real cool. This is the first time I've ever enjoyed a trip to the dentist~ The people were all super nice and got things taken care of. I basically got a cleaning done, but I need to go back on Monday to get some fillings and also I got to go to an orthadontist soon too... for lots of things....hopefully I won't get horrible braces... I love them but I really want to get invisalign when I can afford it. But who knows, it may be for the best.....

Okay so that's all I have for now, sorry for filling you ears with my love stories orz XDD;

OH GOD. It's already the first of August orz. . . what have I done to my summer. I didn't even get to go anywhere FFFF this really sucks.

I have two more classes of driver ed and I'm done! My final exam is on Monday and we're basically just getting our certificates on Tuesday (that and watching some funny videos..), but I've got to be honest with you D: The more I take that class, the more I don't want to drive! I'm like a huge blob of scared D:> I'll have to eventually. . .

 I'm trying to get back onto drawing on Tegakie, but I've noticed that when I'm on a roll on Tegakie, I can't draw on paper. Also when I draw too long on paper, I can't seem to Tegakie. WHAT A CURSE! I'll just have to do both at the same time or something.

OH LORD I came up with the greatest plan I think I've even thought up!

I like to draw. People sell art at cons. I like money. I could sell some stuff (draw stuff) and make money! OH my goodness, I love it~
Only thing is I think I going to wait till 2011 to sell, but then again who knows. I need to get Photoshop and actually learn some stuff with this fancy computer junk so I can make prints and such. The sooner I get that done, the sooner I can make money :)

Why do I have a sudden feeling that I should write a journal and that I have so much to say, when I really don't |D;;

Well, then I suppose I'll be off then~

 So it's been summer for a week and a day already...and I haven't done much. >3>  I mean I did have a GREAT time with my friends when we went to the pool on Friday and had a world meeting afterwards, BUT other than that I've been sitting on my butt all day in front of my worst enemy and yet my best friend...the computer. HOW PATHETIC IS THAT ;A; The only sunlight I've seen since the pool is when France and I doodled on my drive way with chalk. I'VE BEEN COMPLETELY SHELTERED! DDD:
 
 I need to do something and fast. I hope I see the light of day again soon . . geez I've got a killer head ache.

 I always think I have enough to write and then realize I spam up you page with small complaint sections XD
 
 On an other note, that also involves whining, as soon as I could draw again with my tablet on Tegakie, my tablet goes all lame on me and messes up the computer every time the pen hits the actual tablet. More specifically, it highlights everything and it won't respond after that. Therefore, I have to restart the computer D| why does my tablet have to be cursed ;n; I'll figure something out I suppose...


Well, other than that...I haven't been doing much of anything...save me please |D

 ~Until next time my friends

 So I only have two days left of school. . . well a half day and then a quarter of a day :)  so that's fun. The only thing is, we're taking finals D: and of course I have the hardest on the last days.
 Tomorrow I have my Algebra and Spanish and the day after, I have Chemistry. UUUUH.
  All I had to do today was eat some cake and play some Guitar Hero and Brawl :) so that was fun~
    I didn't get out of any of my finals, because either my teacher said that it was against the rules to not take a final OR I didn't get commended on my TAKS scores . . . geez I'm so dumb.

I can't wait though, because tomorrow I get to see my friend's last improv show of the year and eat some delicious tacos~~ I think I'm gonna invite the whole crew to tag along with me :) Then we can all finally see each other again!

 Then we have a pool party planned for Friday to be followed up with a world meeting ;) it's gonna be GREAT!
  
    I just wish summer could come faster :T

Location: Algebra II
Time: 4:04 pm

      So, I'm in class right now, and I'm pretty bored. I had to log out of my g-mail super fast, because my friends were fighting it out through chat :| it was crazy. . . so many miscomunitcations.

 Anyways, I'm pretty excited, because school is almost over :)

~GOODBYE

 Today was the last day of the school week for us! It was very fun and exciting!
     My friends and I made plans to have an Easter egg hunt after school at a park and then we'd play Bloody Murderer until dark. It was overall good times! My friend, Ashley, and myself hid the eggs and we set the others off into the woods. We had the boys help us make the search more difficult. Bobby hid all the eggs 50 feet up in the trees. I was hilarious, because we hadn't counted all the eggs we started with, so we didn't know how much more to look for.
     After that, we started a game of bloody murderer. Bobby  was the first murderer and we COULD NOT FIND HIM! Seriously! We ended up leaving him behind and had two people team up and be the NEW bloody murderer. As soon as we set off to find those, Bobby came out of the woods! ):<
Even if it was so much fun, we had to leave ): because some gangsters came by and funked up the place D< DAMN GANGSTAS, RUINING OUR PLANS!
And now I must attend to my sleep over-ies :)

buh-bai

 Hey ya'll.
  Today went pretty okay :) I did my Dante test and it was pretty easy, I just over thought a ton.
 Then we had a cool discussion about WWII and that was fun. Nothing new in art class (I'm doing a Chuck Close Portrait), and I got lost in all the chatter in Chemistry.

 I had a Spanish project due yesterday, but I couldn't turn it in! I have good reason though!
   My partner typed up our rough draft of what we were gonna say, and she never let me see it! How was I supposed to know what to say?! Then we didn't get it back until yesterday and we were supposed to have had the final typed up by today...but OF COURSE my partner made up some bull reason why she couldn't type it up and why she never sent it to me so I could >:T... then when my teacher called on us to go today, I totally paniced!

  I looked at my partner and asked what she thought we should do...and she said wing it, BUT SHE'S A NATIVE SPEAKER! How in the world can I do that?! Then my teacher said if we didn't go today, the best we could get was a 50...and that set me off. I start to tear up and I didn't even know! Once I did notice (because everyone's eyes were glued on me) I couldn't stop.
 I told my teacher about my partner's effort after class and she told me that I could just go on Monday and recieve full credit! :) Yay~

Even though that should have cooled me off, I couldn't stop in my last class (Algebra II) but eventually I did.... :| it was kind of embarassing ...

    Other than all this nonsense, I'm doing sooooo much better on my history tests because of Hetalia! Isn't that just silly?

Ciao~

There you go~ Most of it sucks, but I thought it was cute enough to share ^^

I'll probably try adding more later :)

PS: Yes, that's totally you Penny ;D

 I feel so lame, because I got out of school early to go to the doctor :| All they did was give me my last dose of Gardasil :) Therefore my arm feels very funky! It feels like they injected me with some kind of goo ):>
  I told them I had some sort of knee problem and that it happens on occasion. For those of you that don't know:
   - My knee has been bothering me since late of last summer. The only way I can some how describe the pain or feeling, is that it feels like either my knee is moving around or that my leg is coming out of it's socket and quickly adjusting back. It really REALLY hurts, but only last for a few seconds. As I said before, it only happens every once in awhile and it doesn't usually happen when I'm doing some sort of physical activity. It's usually when I'm walking.
 Seeing as how vauge my description was on how frequent and how much I knew about it, my doctor (who's a total butt, by the way) just looked at me thinking I was making it up. He only likes kids that are in school sports, like his fabulous son >:T Oh well. The only thing he did was recommend me to a specialist. They are gonna show me ways to strengthen the tendons in my legs and prevent it from happening anymore, since it's in it's early stages.

   I finally got my baby back! My sketchbook that is... My teacher finally graded them, after having them for like a week! I'm so glad! Now I can crazy it all up :)
    Um...I'll try uploading some pictures today to post on this...so be sure to check later

Two posts in one day? 
   That's right! Though, the other post was from yesterday, and it didn't go through until today ^^; 
 
 I really suck at journalling, which I now realized. I'm planning on at least trying to write a journal everyday, to get better at it in some way. It also would help my writing skills in general.

 As for my day: I turned in all my work! I believe the only thing I didn't do was study my guitar pass-off, which is very bad! I think I have to play it for my teacher none the less tomorrow, so I'll try my best I guess.
 
 In English, we're finishing up Dante and in History (which, by the way, I'm enjoying very much) we are going to start WWII this week I believe :T Other than that, not much has gone on at school.
 My friend, Anysa, thought I should try out for theater with her! I can't believe it! I mean I'm flattered, but I suck at acting in front of people! I suck at speaking in front of people, period. Damn this cursed shy like nature of mine.

I can't stop drawing the Allied Forces and such ;u; they're so funny and lovable <3 I'll try to upload some stuff later to show you guys...and finally update my deviantart... ;n; I swear I have a curse that makes everything I put up on DeviantArt suck, or at least make me look like I think I can draw and that I reallly can't :| I really hope I have worthy art soon ...

 Oh! My art class is going to Greece/Italy over Spring Break next year and I really would like to go, but as you probably know, I'm terrified of flying ...especially over the ocean. It's not that expensive for round trip to Europe either, but I don't think any of my buddies would be going, so what's the point in going and not having ANY fun. I guess for college stuffs, since it's for school purposes :)
 
 In other news, I wasted my whole entire day on this computer, trying to figure out more stuff about livejournal...and yet I still haven't mastered it! I guess I should get to my guitar, though I really don't want to ):<

  Until next time *u*

 I actually did all my homework over the weekend for a change. :)

  Anywho, I'm seriously addicted to APH~ although I assume you could tell that by now.

On Friday, I got to go to a lock in at my friends' school for orchestra. It was oodles of fun!
   We played BLOODY MURDERER, which is a game that combines tag and hide and seek. Let me tell you this: when you are searching for someone for, like, 30 minutes and you can't find them, that game gets hella scary XD! But, it was totally worth it and super fun.

 Afterward, we played Silent Hill 2 in the band hall with the lights off :) it was really cool, 'cept for this one dude. WAH! I'm sorry, I don't mean to sound like a jerk ;n; but he wouldn't shut up and stop revealing plots and random made up facts about Silent Hill, when we were trying to teach some new comers what Silent Hill was ;n; I got pretty upset...once again I apologize ....

 Other than that little mishap, the lock in was GREAT~

 Hm....I should really watch what I eat.. :|

    Um... Until I can remember something else....
 see ya'll

 I FINALLY GOT THE BIKE OF MY DREAMS~ 

I'm soooo happy~ It's all pink and lovely!
  ALSO, I'M GOING TO MAKE A "BIKE GANG"  Fun times to ensue :|

I finished SH2 today. Oh god, that story is so beautifully sad and so well done; it makes me cry every time. Which is why I worry about the second movie that will come out ): seeing that they can't use the storyline of the second game because Konami says so. It would be so beautiful ;u;

 On another note, spring break is coming to it's tragic end. One more day....
At least it was a very good one, I suppose. I got to see my buddies a lot, as opposed to past breaks.
Lots of good times. I went to the art museum to celebrate Penny's birthday :D so fun. Especially the Vega (Street Fighter) and Henry (Silent Hill) puppets I got out of it XD
Vega's so silly~

 AAAAAAH! I'm being forced to watch Twilight for like the 3rd time and I'm starting to HATE it. I was going to finish reading it...er I HAVE to finish reading it. You see, my friend, Anysa, lent me the first two books and she's MAKING me read them ):

      Aside from all that jazz, I really should read Dante's Inferno....but I haven't and I have to have it done by Monday DDD: I'm such a horrible procrastinator .... oh dear god.

 THE GLORIOUS END!

 Spring break has been pretty awesome so far, minus a few things. I've been having the most radical time with Agent T and such.
 IN FACT!, today me and my friends....MY FRIENDS AND I, went to the park (our hangout) and had a lovely picnic :) Pretty much amazing~ Street fighter~ **drools** it's been doing its job. My parents bought it for me so I'd leave them alone more often, and by George, the product actually worked! ABLE!(SF) AND FRANCIS!(APH) HAVE BEEN MAKING ME LOOOOOOOVE FRANCE~ LIke...SERIOUSLY!
 
 So, um yeah. The only sucky part of the break so far is that my brother got drunk and came by at like 3 or 4 in the morning and left stupid STUPID voice messages for my parents on our phone. You don't even know how much I hate alcohol ...er maybe you do... I just wish my brother would see what he was doing to my mom... :|

So...ah! gotta go...
 I'll probably edit this later... perf

All things I looooove! Sadly though I cannot perform any of them ):

   My amiga, EdwardoftheFunk, is in an improv group and I can't help but admire her ^^ and I love their school in general ): too bad...
Anyways, I believe I can finally make the film club at my school that I've been planning for awhile, because I have enough support, which seems pretty awesome. <3 I can't wait!

  The Austin Kite Festival was on Sunday, and I couldn't go ;n; , I had stuff to do but on the plus side I saw the STREET FIGHTER MOVIE!!!! Oh man...oh geez... it was great for laughs XD... I still love my street fighter dearly~

  You two ( you know who you are )) YOU'LL SEE IT WITH ME AND YES TKAT YOU'LL PROLLY SEE IT AGIAN ooooooooooooooor something :T but I need to take the rest of the crew c:

Wah! I need to go to bed D: alrighty then ya'll .......

GOODNIGHT~

 Wow, this year seemed like it went by fast. The end evened itself out, I guess. I started off bad and kind of stayed that way with money situations with my family, but my friends made it all better. Hanging out with them made all my worries go away, which is good. Otherwise, I'd be very stressed, thus leading to my parents screaming at me again to mind my own business. HOW THE HELL CAN I DO THAT IF THEY ALWAYS COME TO ME ABOUT IT AND NOT EACH OTHER D< ...I don't even know.

 I've been playing silent hill 2, because my buddy was so kind enough to let me borrow it. I felt bad for being all obsessed with the game series and I've never even played it orz....so I decided to change that. :D It's oodles of fun, BUT I'm a huge scaredy cat. Believe me, I was pausing every five seconds to catch my breath and calm down. Get this...that was when there wasn't even any threats of any monsters yet. (aka the first 10-20 minutes or so) My older brother also got into the fandom so he is the one that wanted me to ask my bud for the game. Once he saw it he HATED it and won't stop calling me a loser, I hate that I love him XD Whatever he couldn't even play it on hard..yeah he tried showing off. He keeps saying that I if I actually wanted to play scary games to get "ACTUAL SCARY GAMES THAT AREN'T BORRING" ..whatever....

 Well, back to the end of 2008, it's time for new years resolutions :D ....which nearly everyone fails at within the first 1 to 2 months. Me? I probaly forget about them the day after...I really don't see a point in me making any, so if I do--they shouldn't be that serious, because later it'll just lead to guilt and unwanted ...ness....SO LET'S MAKE THEM FUN :DDD

 1. Get though silent hill 2
 2. Draw more on paper and tegaki
 3. take pictures of random stuff....
 4. HAVE FUN ;D

. . . I'LL THINK OF MORE LATER D<
see you~

 Okay, so recently, my drawing skills have either plummeted OR I'm going through a phase of "I SUCK AT DRAWING -sulksulksulk-". Either way, I'm not very happy about it ^^;

 On the plus side~ I met some old buddies from middle school on Thursday to play some baseball! It was too much fun! The only sad thing is, I'm still (YES STILL) PAINFULLY SHY. Even when I'm around people I know and am comfortable with ....OTL

Other than that, I've been pretty good. My two buddies have been getting me on a Silent Hill high, although I'm too chicken to actually play the game XD...but I'm going to try tomorrow if all goes to plan.

 I'll see where this journaling takes me ... herm...

Hello everyone~ I just plan on putting sketches here that I normally would not put on D.A., so yeah. ^^